It kinda breaks my fvckin heart that we’ve grown apart. I miss every bit of you. Your weirdness, your annoying comments & your advices. I miss how you always treat me after school, even tho you dont have to. I miss how you always wait for me. I miss how you know that i felt alone and you’re always there to accompany me. I miss how we spent hours talking on the phone. I miss how you would call first. I miss the long bus rides home. I miss you.
I miss having a brother by my side. I miss my brother who got extremely mad at me for dating guys he doesn’t approve of (and he’s usually right). I miss my brother who’s annoying but also responsible. I miss how he thinks. I miss how he’s so mature. Even though it annoys me before, I realize now..that he never left me during my problems. He was always there.
He dedicated a song to me once. Its from an anime Naruto. It was during grade 7 when i have to leave Qatar. No matter how silly it sounds… I play that song from time to time… And i sometimes cry… I sometimes smile… Because that’s what he gave me. He gave me home. He will always be my brother, maybe not by blood, but by heart. Always. Even if he forgets.